Finding Myself OMG: A Bullshit Quest

Well, where do I start? I'm struggling, I suppose, to find out who I am outside of who my parents want me to be, who my friends want me to be, or who my own perfectionist tendencies (totally personified) want me to be. I don't know if this blog will really document my progress in, ahem, coming of age, or if it will just basically be a place for me to vent and blab about nothing. We shall see.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

More pictures, less disturbing but still recent.

I can't sleep. Probably because I consumed so much chocolate, coffee, and Dr. Pepper to make it through today. I was wrong earlier; not only does Valentine's Day suck, but so does THE ENTIRE WORLD. I don't really feel like explaining myself now, except to say that a) I'm alone on fucking Valentine's Day, b) I'm a virgin who's never been in love and is turning twenty-fucking-one on Saturday, and c) I'm getting my period. Bah valentines humbug, I say!

Anyway, in an effort to cheer myself up, and reshape my image after that last picture post, I'm posting some photos that are (hopefully) less freaky but still pretty recent. Thanks to Mike for sending me these. It pays to have a friend who constantly lugs around his camera. ;)

Me kissing Christine at the bowling alley. She's my Valentine. And no, we're not lesbians, I swear! We have good Christian values. Well, at least she does!

At the Super Bowl part-ay. Me, Christine, Kim, Dave, and Mike. Christine was hardcore, yo. My face is very large.

Again at the SB party. Me, Nikki, and Christine, all blurry-like.

Last of the lot, still at Sean's for the SB. Mike, Ryan, and me. Yes, Mike is holding Ryan. AND my leg. Yes, my leg can go very high; I'm mad flexible, yo. No, I do not know what we were thinking. I do know that at this point a few beers had been imbibed.

That's it for now. I'm off to try to go to sleep. Or maybe come up with another post. La-da-da. Cuz if I don't lie down and try to go to sleep I won't be tempted (too much) to think about how much my life sucks.

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