Finding Myself OMG: A Bullshit Quest

Well, where do I start? I'm struggling, I suppose, to find out who I am outside of who my parents want me to be, who my friends want me to be, or who my own perfectionist tendencies (totally personified) want me to be. I don't know if this blog will really document my progress in, ahem, coming of age, or if it will just basically be a place for me to vent and blab about nothing. We shall see.

Monday, May 08, 2006

P.S. (Links, etc.)

I did think of a couple other things.

  1. I'm giving away a book. For free!!! (I didn't like it, but who knows, you might.)
  2. I put up a new picture in my profile. It's a very sober and serious little self-portrait. (Look at the upper right.)
  3. I updated the links in the bar at right. Ooh, ahh, now you can read more blogs I like.
  4. This guy totally sounds like someone I would get along with. I attempt to use that kind of logic on my friends all the time! Sady, they don't like kittens either.
  5. I can't sleep. I can't work on that webpage either. Or anything else. Procrastination is my fucking middle name!
  6. I almost forgot! Whilst I was busy mourning my dad and trying to get away from the rat race in beautiful Myrtle Beach, there was some ado about this post. Ah, I was ranty. But, I thought, at least semi-coherent. There's a long comment from somebody named Chris which makes good sense until the end, when he (assuming it's a he) says: "Now you may dislike my views but thats your opinion, I personally think a lot of women should keep it in their pants and the divorce rate should drop but thats something I personally can't change yet..." Um, okay. Yeah. Women totally need to keep it in their pants, man! Keep what in their pants? Their clit? I whip my clitoris out all the time. And yes, unfaithful women are the cause of most divorces! *eyeroll* But my favorite comment (and where my coherency comes under attack) is from anonymous: "Wow, you have a fascinatingly foul mouth. What was it you were trying to say?" I love it! A fascinatingly foul mouth! That's sooo going in my new blog heading. And who ever said you can't be fucking profane and still be understandable? Flibberigibbety fuckbudget.
  7. That last item was very long.
  8. Lists are fun.
  9. Excel is not fun.
  10. I can't SLEEEEEP. I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping at night since my dad's death. Basically, it's like I'm afraid to go to sleep because Daddy died while I was sleeping. I'm afraid I'm going to wake up and someone else is going to be gone. I know it's kind of silly, but true. Sometimes I get up and go check to make sure my mom is breathing, or put my hand on my dog's chest to make sure she's still alive. Anyway, the exhaustion is really catching up with me. I feel like shit on a stick.

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  • At 1:14 AM, Anonymous Lydia! said…

    Hey Mar! I have a new blog, I think I'll try to stick with it ;) I like your new picture! Very cute. Ah well, I must be off.


  • At 1:25 AM, Blogger Marcia said…

    Excellent! I'm so happy! And I'm glad you like the picture. I'm constantly changing my mind about it!

    Ciao and see you soon hopefully!

  • At 1:33 AM, Anonymous Lydia said…

    I remember that post about Roe v. Wade btw. It was contentious. I can see both sides, but it's the woman's body so, f-that. Bad argument, guys. Those comments were pretty interesting!

  • At 1:37 AM, Blogger Marcia said…

    Yeah, Lyd. It's the woman's body, but the couple's kid. The comments were interesting/weird cuz they were so RANDOM and they came like two months after the fact.

  • At 2:10 AM, Anonymous Lyd said…


    it's so complicated.

  • At 2:13 AM, Blogger Marcia said…

    You know what's complicated, Lyd? Yo momma. ;) Just kidding, I'm a little tired. Speaking of which, have you seen "Yo Momma" on MTV? It's like the dumbest dumb show EVER.


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