Finding Myself OMG: A Bullshit Quest

Well, where do I start? I'm struggling, I suppose, to find out who I am outside of who my parents want me to be, who my friends want me to be, or who my own perfectionist tendencies (totally personified) want me to be. I don't know if this blog will really document my progress in, ahem, coming of age, or if it will just basically be a place for me to vent and blab about nothing. We shall see.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Seriously? I'm fucked.

I just got my tuition bill for the two summer classes I'm taking... $708. Wholly guacamole. And the thing is, I'm so overwhelmed by everything with my dad's death and stuff, I don't even know what my academic standing is. My mom and I are going to visit Albany on Friday, but it's like I don't even know if I'll be able to get back into BCC, let alone transfer any time in the next few years. I'm just... gah. Fucked fucked fucked.

I need to call my advisor and make an appointment. I've been putting it off though, because I just can't face it all.


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